Witnessing the 2014 House of Prayer Conference
Even though I was very ill, (sore throat, cold, runny nose), the Lord gave me the strength to attend the conference every day. It was a miracle for me because I can't talk about sore throats, but I sang and glorified him out loud here. It was already a sign to me that the Lord could truly be in control of my body and my circumstances. It was great to hear that in Elke's teaching. Reinforced. Indeed, something incredible changed in Hungary over the weekend. It was like being there with you, like being with Jesus on Camp Hill. That's why it was weird coming down to the real world.
I would like to share one more small detail with you, for day 2 of the Lord has done something truly wonderful in me. It healed my distrust of him. Unfortunately, because of an early childhood experience (when my mom wanted to jump out of a moving car with me and commit suicide like this), I really couldn't really trust god or man deeply.
I was captivated by the Lord's 2nd day of intercession and calm in spirit, even though no one had ever prayed for me, but I still felt a warm touch over my heart. I looked back, there was no one there. Zoli Kunszabó said that the Lord was walking for us, even if the mediators had not yet come to us. In front of me, a girl has calmed away. I said to myself that this could not happen to me anyway, it is impossible for me, because I am a great piece and my heart is not open, I am afraid of resting in the soul, that I will hit myself, or that I have not dared to trust myself with the Lord because of the things mentioned earlier. It is typical of the Lord's humour that he has shown that he knows nothing impossible. He came with great force and took me off my feet. I couldn't even move or lift my little finger, it pushed me to the ground with such force. There was peace in me, and the Spirit called me to pray in tongues for the things the Lord has shown me for Hungary, for people, for friends, and for certain things in the world, for the lord's enemies. As I prayed in tongues, I was even more powerful to bring these requests to the Lord with even greater force. Laci Csiszér, meanwhile, played songs to launch the Holy Ghost that made the Holy Ghost spend even more.
I tried to get up several times, but I couldn't. Finally, when the Lord marched under the colors of the Sacrament, I asked him to allow me to get up and go to him to bow down, for he does not walk around when he comes in. Then Erzsi Stark came to help, and together we went before the Lord, because I could not go alone, only kneel. It was great to experience the power of the Lord, for he gave me great freedom not to trust in my own strength and experience, but to rely entirely on the Lord, for He has a problem with me, on us, and has the power to do what he wants, he thought.
By the way, the morning this happened, I almost died because a motorist threw me in front of me in front of the last light in Marybesny and overtaken me with another car in the opposite lane. Thank God it was able to pull off at the last minute, I braked, so we didn't hit, otherwise all three of us would have been seriously injured. Besides, my car doesn't have a hoverboard. I told Erzsi Stark, and he said that he was led by the Lord to pray for those who walk by, that is, they come to the conference by car every day. This proved to me that the Lord takes care of us in advance and carries us in the palm of his hand.
Glory, Gratitude and Exaltation to Him Forever!
